The Me....

One year of MBA over.

Entered a new phase of life where suddenly a realization comes....i have to find myself a job in  few months.

I seem to myself a girl with high aspirations. I always want to do big things or things in a bigger way. I feel I should always do things perfectly and in the best possible manner. I have high hopes from me as well as from the world I will be entering after few months.This is the "Ambitious ME".

But there is one more phase in my life, THE FAMILY. My family perceives me as a different person except my Dad. I for the rest of my family am a very normal girl who will complete her padhai, will get married, will work or may not work owing to the Husband's wish, who will make babies and if working will give up her career for the baby etc etc. Very very normal for a family to expect this from a girl. But is this what I also believe in?? .....I won't say "NO" because somewhere some part of my heart also desire to get married and have children and have a happy cute family. This is the "Happy family ME".

She wants to be a perfectionist, she wants to be shrewd, she wants to be courageous, she wants to be confident and determined and dedicated to her work....She wants to be the best..."If I ever get to do this I will be the most contented girl of this world" is what I think i will be,  but the happy family girl seems to stare me from far.

Don't know if I will be able to please the both of "ME".

At this stage of life where I am supposed to mould myself to be prepared enough to handle the stiff competition lying ahead in the corporate world, I am expected to get myself clicked for the marriage proposal snaps at home. 

Lets see how far am I able to keep the "ambitious me" standing tall as my mom will never allow the "happy family me" to stumble.

High Hopes is the one thing completely incorporated in both "MEs". ;-) :-) :-D